Sunday, February 9, 2014

Art




* * *

An unfinished Painting
Rests on the easel,
Impossible to judge...

Miles to go,
Many Brushstrokes
yet to be added...

Stories evolving
some still to be told...

So, Sit Still, My Beloved,
Rest while I Work...

Keep Composure,
Just So,
Just there...

Trust Me to cast you
in Beautiful Light

and allow Me to Finish

My Masterpiece


* * *

"He Who began a good work in you
will continue until the day of Christ's Return,
developing that good work,
perfecting and bringing it to full completion in you."
-Philippians 1:6

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Go with God





* * *


Your Journey
carries you
far from Home

Into Cold
and Dark
  and Grey...

Seer of seers
you carry with you
Eyes to See

to Awaken

 to Immortalize

those whose beauty sleeps,
long buried,
unaccustomed to being seen...

You brave this far country,
this forbidding world
to unearth its Treasure
and Return it
to
Light of Day...


How like you

How like Him...


Dos ve danya,

ступай с Богом

Go with God


* * *


"...for the Son of God came to seek and save that which was lost..."
-Luke 19:10


Invitation...




* * *


We are Homing beacons
to find,
to follow

We are Windows
through which Heaven can be seen

We are His Path personified
aflame with white blazes
and trail magic...

We are His hand
to hold,
and be held

We are the way to The Way
where there seems to be no way...

Given to Him
we are given

"Here am I, send me",
and we are Sent

Beautiful
Handwritten invitations
to
Come Home...


........R.S.V.P. ......


* * *

"I have loved you with an Everlasting Love..."
-Jeremiah 31:3

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

flight

 
 
 
* * *
 
once upon a time
there was a girl
who was Loved so well
that she Became
Wings
 
her beloved watched over
her waking and sleeping
he bore her
and bathed her
in morning light
and moonlight,
he kissed her with the kisses of his mouth
he told her stories of the
Great Wide World
and showed her
how to See
Beauty
in
Everything...
 
...together they walked
Hinds' Feet on High Places...
 
he poured himself,
his very spirit,
into hers
all that he had,
all that he was,
till the two could not be told apart
till they could never be divided...
so that he would
always
be with her....
 
...*always*.....
 
....then,
he bid her,
to trade tangible shore,
to trust invisible Wind,
to leave terra firma for terra incognita,
 
to let go,
 
and Fly...
 
...she rose, higher and higher
with trembling heart
trembling wings
lifted on the breath
of his bitter-sweet benediction
to Be
to Become
all that he knew she could be
for a world
who had yet to See
His Beauty......
 
 
 
  ....Fly with me...
 
 
 
* * *
 
"Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away"
-Song 2:10


Sunday, January 26, 2014

Dandelion

 
 
 

*
 
I have been Blown
like a Dandelion seed
and felt myself floating
(fearfully, grasping for familiarity,
for something to hold on to
for the Dandelion that so gently held me
then let me go...)
 
But
Quiet now...
 
I See
 
That the Wind will carry me
to New Ground
 
Where the Life of the Dandelion
that bore me
will be born...
 
I am to be planted
and Become
not just one tiny seed...
 
But a Beautiful Blossoming Field,
 
a Whole,
Dazzling,
Delightful Array,
 
of
 
Dandelions...
 
***
 
"Now, oh Lord, what do I wait for and expect...
My hope and expectation
is in You."
-Psalm 39:7

Friday, January 24, 2014

In Spirit

 
"...though I am away from you in body
yet I am with you In Spirit"
-Colossians 2:5
 
 
*
 
 
Come now, My love,
and Rest for awhile
out of the cold and the bitter winds
out of the windiness and the wild...

I Am the fire which warms you
I Am the breath on your ear
telling you,
whispering
that All really is Well...

Zoom out from your narrow view
on life as it seems
and See what Is

Let it go now, My love
Let it go
Relax your tight hold
and feel, instead,
that you are Held...

.....all the plans, people, possessions you father
are in your Abba's Loving Hands...

Oh Beloved of Mine
Feel yourself now,
enveloped in Me
in Love,
in Rest...

...and Know
in this moment
as Mary did,

The Secret
The One Thing:

I AM with you

I AM with you

I AM with you
 
 
 *
 
 
"Nothing in all of creation
can separate us from the love of God..."
-Romans 8:39

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Gratitude

 


***
 
thank You,
 
for my Life
exactly how it is,
 
for what has gone before
exactly as it was,
 
for the riches
of my past
folded beautifully into my present...
 
thank You
 
thank You
 
thank You.
 
***
 
"goodness and mercy follow me
every day of my life."
-Psalm 23:6


Monday, January 20, 2014

Prodigal's Prayer - a haiku

 
 
 
+
 
I ran, far and wide
and ended up with ashes...
now Your will be done
 
+
 
"...beauty for ashes..."
-Isaiah 61:3
 


Saturday, January 18, 2014

relay

 
 
 
^~+
 
 
this is where we hope that
Prayer hits the road and sticks the landing,
that everything we've been taught and believed holds true...
 
That it's when we're outta cards,
God delights in slipping us aces
(I realize the potential perception of sacrilege there,
relegating God to the role of card-shark-in-the-sky....
why do I not think He minds at the moment?)
 
That when we've fumbled and bumbled
with our broken pieces,
with spit and glue
with a wing
and a prayer
(and maybe not even so much the wing)
when we've taped and patched
and plugged and pasted
and in general exceeded our
cosmic supply of duct tape
not to mention our quota of
flailing, thrashing, and gnashing of teeth...
 
...when we've thrown our hands up in the air
and given up entirely
(for the fourteenth time - no-really-this-time)...
 
 
That God Steps In.
 
 
to be continued......
 
 
~+/\
 
 
"Stand still and see the salvation of your God."
-Exodus 14:13

Friday, January 17, 2014

broken

 
 
 
*
 
broken cisterns
cannot hold water
 
broken baskets
cannot carry bread
 
broken hinges
cannot open doors
 
broken lanterns
cannot light a room.....
 
 
.....but the break of dawn
can light up the world
 
 
broken ground
can yield a harvest
 
broken bread
can feed so many
 
broken roads
still lead somewhere
 
and broken hearts,
in spite of themselves,
can still hold Love...
 
 
...mysteries of the universe......
 
 
*
 


Wednesday, January 15, 2014

unbroken...

 

 
*+*
 
...maybe
sometimes
life being cyclical
our beginnings
and endings
overlap...
our comings
and goings
indistinguishable,
one and the same...
 
...in Nature's Rorschach test
is a shattered seed
an end
or a beginning?
what about a broken cocoon?
a birth?
or even a death....
 
Even God
is
at once
Alpha
and Omega...
 
for me this duality,
dispels fear of finality,
 
and I find myself
looking
 
in The End
 
for The Beginning
 
*+*
 
"from the first to the last, I AM He."
Isaiah 41:4
 


Friday, January 10, 2014

Redemption - two haikus

 
 
 
+
 
All is never lost;
The Ring was given again
to the prodigal
 
+
 
second chance?  no, friend;
seventy times seventh chance...
my Redeemer lives
 
+


Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014

 
 
*
 
"The land is like the Garden of Eden before them,
and behind them
a desolate wilderness."
 
-Joel 2:3
 
 *

In the Beginning...

 
 "forgetting the things which are behind,
reaching forward to the things that are ahead,
I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call
of God in Christ Jesus."
-Philippians 3:13, 14
 
*
 
back turned
to back doors and bridges
which promise safe passage
into the past...
that never never land
which no longer exists...
 
eyes fixed like flint
on what is forward
what is for real
the Gift you have for me
and have for me to be...
 
sure-footed, walking
into Future's fallow ground
my very footsteps making fertile the soil,
seeding each day with the Seed Himself
till death defers
and Life becomes
the defining characteristic
of this Landscape...
 
As it was In The Beginning...
make it so In This Beginning,
 
Let there be Light
once again...
 
....and let it change
 
Everything
 
*
 
"Here am I, my Lord;
Send me."
-Isaiah 6:8

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

The Walk...


 

**
 
Walk with me, My love
over this threshold,
into New Day...
 
Trust Me enough to loosen your grip
on what has gone before
Trust that there are good gifts still ahead,
not just behind...
Those Gifts I carefully chose
and gave to you are yours,
and will *always* be,
the Gold of those Gifts
has been skillfully
and wonderfully
woven into your very makeup...
integrated into your innermost beautiful being...
 
so leave off with fearfully, needlessly clinging
to something that is,
and always will be,
part of you...
 
...there is more building to do,
more I want to ingrain in you,
dimension still to be added
even more Beauty I want to bestow....
 
More than you can ask for
More than you can expect
More than you can imagine...
 
Oh Beloved of mine,
Let me open your eyes to see
Let me gently take your hand
and Lead you into even more Good,
 
Walk with Me, my Love
My Treasure
My Child,
 
There is still so much Good...
 
**
 
"The God of Heaven Himself is with us;
we His servants will arise
and build."
-Nehemiah 2:20
 

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Gift III

 
 
 
*
 
fill me
with the fullness
of You
 
envelop me
in Your
embrace
 
tie me
with cords
of loving kindness
 
give me
as You were given
to the world
 
until I, myself
Become
Gift
 
*


~**~
 

Monday, December 23, 2013

Bridge


**
 
How graciously You share with me
 this space,
In Your Stable
In Your Kingdom
 
You teach me to be,
in both,
equally at Home,
as You are,
seamlessly moving
between the two
which are really,
and always,
One
 
Both hinds feet and High Places
are needed...
ashes and Beauty
relative obscurity and Royalty...
 
I am Your tender touch,
with one hand cupping the face of Your beloved,
with the other cupping the Face of Heaven
 
I am the golden scepter
held in Your steady Hand
extended toward your beloved
banishing fear
conveying Your call
to Come
to Breathe in Your Presence
to know the Kindness of their King
revealed in a Carpenter,
a Foot-Washer,
in One Who left Heaven
to hold Earth,
 
to form a Bridge,
 
and to make of us,
 
Bridges.
 
**
 
Merry Christmas,
from one beloved to another...
 

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Gift II

 
 
*
 
so I pray, "Be Thou My Vision",
thinking to see
into Realms Unknown
and Mystery
and Things secreted away...
 
...but instead - or consequently -
I suddenly See,
Sunlight
diffused through my morning window
Golden
Moving like Water...
 
and the Beauty of it
makes me smile.
 
*
 

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Gift

 

 
 
*(
 
250,000 miles to the moon,
500,000 there and back...
 
...amazing the lengths the heart will go to Love,
the capacity for which it's been graced
by a Creator Who Understands,
indeed Who formed the heart
for this very Purpose...
 
to Love,
to Be Loved,
to hold Love,
like an acorn
holds an oak tree...
like a stable
holds a Savior.
 
Wishing you God's Greatest Gift
this Christmas,
and *always*,
in the million miraculous ways
He makes Love known...
 
*(
 
"I have loved you
with an everlasting love."
-Jeremiah 31:3


Sunday, December 15, 2013

wise men, seek Him

 
 
 
+
 
we move
amidst heaven and earth
hinds feet and high places
ethereal, untethered to terra
the Lovers...

we who know Him
are not always found where you'd expect
just as He was not found where expected

not under some steeple, but in a stable,
in loathsome obscurity
among forbidden things...

we speak, as He did,
not always from pulpits (vulgar barrier between Beloveds)
but at lakesides, firesides, tablesides.....
if you would find the extraordinary
peer into the ordinary...

You who seek Him
seek Him also where you would not;
seek Him in the places that scandalize your faith
and free you from dead dogma
look up from your pew
and see Him also
en plein air...
let not your walk with Him
be trudging and begrudging

but Dancing, Flying

Know the One who would be known
not as a prop in your precarious presbytery,
 
but as the One who's power is purveyed
in nothing your house of cards can hold.
 
+
 
"For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power,
and the Glory,
Forever."
-Matthew 6:13
 

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Beauty

 

 
*
 
Oh heavy heart
Let Me sing softly to you
Let Me soothe you
and remind you
of what you know,
what maybe you've forgotten for a moment...
 
That candlelight is lovely
especially in the
Cold and Dark and Night
That Love persists
even long after...even when far away...or not yet...
 
That hearts can heal,
falling leaves are lovely,
and that against the backdrop of a winter sky
silhouetted still standing Oaks,
bereft and stripped bare
are still one of the most beautiful sights to behold...
 
Oh My heart,
Remember Beauty.....
 
There is 
 
Still
 
 so much

Beauty.
 
*

Monday, December 2, 2013

L'Chaim

 
"For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
nor are your ways my ways, says the Lord."
-Isaiah 55:8
 
~*

In our Western mindset, "suffering" is seen as inherently "bad", something to be avoided at all costs.  Our paradigm suggests if we are suffering, that "something must be wrong".  Whereas in other, more ancient cultures, suffering is seen as simply an integral and inevitable valid state, an intrinsic fundamental part of  the Life cycle itself.

No suffering, No Birth
 
When we attempt to subjugate suffering with pills, potions, drink, diversions, we stagnate in the very suffering from which we are trying to escape and stifle the intended end result: new Life.  When we resist the process, we stand in the way of the very excavation which will make room in our hearts to hold what comes after......
 
and there is an "after"
suffering need not have the last word,
if we'll let God finish His sentence.
 
When suffering is seen as some sort of stigma, we miss the opportunity, the doorway granted,
 
into new depth
 
into deeper communion
with each other
with our God
with the One "acquainted with grief"
 
we miss the Gift.
 
As we enter into this Season, celebrating the Birth which allowed all of us to be Reborn,
Let us remember the suffering that precipitated that Promise,
the death which preceded - and was servant to - the Life
Let us, in turn, see sorrow in a new light,
suffering for all that it is worth,
not as an end
but as a means to the intended end
which is,
of course,
and always,
 
The Beginning
 
~*


"I have come that they may have Life,
Abundant Life."
-John 10:10


Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Thanksgiving ~

 
 
 
*
 
The incomparable Gift of Love
even the smallest Glimmer of it
No Greater blessing can pour from
the Windows of Heaven
 
The Love of a moment
- or a Thousand Days -
can fill a heart for a Lifetime,
the Miracle and Magic
lingering long after...
 
It is nothing less
than Homecoming,
this Finding
this being Found,
and one can never be lost again
once the way has been shown
and walked together...
 
the Landscape is changed forever
lush for having Love's
footprints upon it,
loamy with the treasure
lent it for awhile...
 
...such a sweet while...
 
For this supreme Grace
This climax of Creation
The Almighty's Magnum Opus
 
May the Lord make us
 
truly
 
Grateful

*

"Now abide faith, hope, and love;
the greatest of these
is Love."
-1 Corinthians 13:13


Monday, November 25, 2013

Wings - haiku II

 
 
*
 
I must know the Art
of Landing, of Groundedness,
in order to Fly
 
~*~
 
I Rest in this Place
Waiting, Watchful Stillness which
precipitates Wings
 
*
 
 Ephesians 3:17-19

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Returning

 
"In Returning and Rest you shall be saved..."
-Isaiah 30:15
 
+++
 
This Returning, This Rest
This Homecoming
Is Restoration.
 
Like an old, forgotten, Priceless Painting
is Restored,
one neglected, abused, left in dark places
too long exposed to decay
So You find me
So you still see Beauty
The Beauty originally Authored
and Intended by the Artist
You See...
 
You retrieve me out of the dark
out of the decay
You blow the dust off
and begin the meticulous work
of repairing the damage of decades...
 
You Restore my soul
You make new what must be made new
and with the Skill of a Master Artist,
You revive the original masterpiece
and return me
to my rightful place
 
Home again
with You.
 
+++
 
"The glory of the new house
will be even greater than the glory of the former,
and in this place, I will give Peace."
-Haggai 2:9

Monday, November 18, 2013

Homecoming

 
 
 
"One Thing is needed"
-Luke 10:42
 
+++
 
Our Purpose,
Our entire Purpose
for being on this planet,
is to become
the personification of
The Path we've found
from here to Heaven
 
Meaning,
True Meaning
is Found
in our finding and being found
by The Way,
in being so intimate with The Way
indeed One with Him,
that through our lives
others find their way Home
 
So many are starving to know
 
The Secret of Life...
 
The Secret of Life is living close enough to
the Heart of God
to hear His secrets,
and then to tell the whole world...
and not just to tell the Message,
but to become the Message,
the whole of our lives
becoming harbingers of
His True Heart
 
To become conduits of Christ
to a hungry and thirsty world
is the crux of our whole existence...
to become the Bread of Life
 with which He feeds His sheep
 to become the very Light
by which
He leads them
Home
 
+++
 
"I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life"
-John 14:6

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Reflection - haiku

 
 
 
*
 
let me reflect You
to a world who's eyes are starved
for the True Beauty...
 
*
 


Monday, November 11, 2013

emergence

 
"Awake, O north wind, and come, O south,
Blow upon my garden, that its spices may flow out..."
-Song 4:16
 
~*
 
So many cocoons have held me
And here am I
in the newest nest
once again
waiting for Wings...
 
But Perhaps,
 
in the Waiting,
Because Of
the Waiting
 
I Fly
 
Everyday
 
Every time I emerge
 
into this hungry
thirsty
World
 
-e.a.a. "Hindsfeet" 11/11/13
 
~~~*
 
"How lovely are your tents, O Jacob, Your dwellings, O Israel!
Like valleys that stretch out
Like Gardens by the Riverside,
Like aloes planted by the LORD,
Like cedars beside the waters.
He shall pour water from his buckets,
and his seed shall be in many waters."
 
-Numbers 24:5-7

Voce

 
"God’s voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding. He says to the snow, ‘Fall on the earth,’ and to the rain shower, ‘Be a mighty downpour.'"
-Job 37:5, 6

*

God's voice
Thunders
in the
Silence
of snowfall,
 
in
diminutive
raindrops
that make up
a downpour,
 
in innumerable
autumnal leaves
quietly quilting themselves
one by one
blanketing the earth
in beauty,
 
and in 
the millions of moments,
miraculous and mundane,
that make up my life...
 
these also thunder
with the still small voice
of God
 
*
 
"...how small a whisper we hear of Him,
and the thunder of His power who can understand"
-Job 26:14
 



Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Lost and Found - A Prayer...

 
 
*
 
I tire of loss
I'm longing for Found
a little less Loss
a little more Found
 
To know You, God
sans smoke screen
sans all the
less-than lenses
that have been given me
to See
 
I want to be Amazed
Again
by Grace
by Mercy
by Second
and Third
and Thousanth
Chances
 
I want to stand
Tippy-Toed
and Wide Eyed
as I once did
as a child
full of anticipatory Delight
 
my trusting hands outstretched to Yours
waiting for inevitable
Wonderful...
 
I want to know
the One
Who lost love also
in that garden long ago
Who, with anguished Heart
and Sorrowed Soul
went looking for it,
in earnest,
Longing for Found
 
as I do.
 
*